Rudnik the Roan

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He was walking so carefully once it was on his head 😂 like he was trying so hard not to drop it

On january 26, I was physically assaulted by a resident at the long term care home where I work. I have been off on mental health leave for anxiety & ptsd ever since. Because my employer delayed sending in my claims, I didn’t receive any pay in February. But I knew it wasn’t the end of the world because I would at least have a partial payment from my employer on Feb 27. I never received it. For a week, I asked for updates, begging, pleading with them to understand the financial distress this was causing as I had bills due to come out but because I was never paid, they all bounced. Every attempt for communication was ignored for an entire week. Not a single response or acknowledgement of the distress being caused. I finally recieved it today but by now, 1/2 of it just went to the NSF’s from all my bills bouncing - resulting in nearly $300 in NSFs (putting me in overdraft) and while leaving my bills still unpaid. My Incident claim is now put on hold because information was relayed incorrctly. Due to poor - or complete lack of - communication. Meaning I still have no pay for the foreseeable future. I’m due back to work March 20, but I’m struggling just to make it through a day without having a complete anxiety attack. Prior to the incident on January 26, I was regularly facing harassment and bullying which was continuesly ignored by both supervisors and HR - despite going to them in tears, begging for help multiple times. I am not ready to go back - but without the pay I have no choice - despite being far from mentally ready for it. And with the stress caused by them over the last couple of weeks, it has only made it worse. Between the stress from my employer, delayed pays, having to spend 90% of my stress leave just running around collecting the documents needed to prove that I’m actually NEEDING this stress leave - I just can’t. And to top it off - I received a call today from the land owner where Rudnik boards and they will no longer be boarding horses as of the end of this summer. Due to reasons betond anyones control. Which means I need to find somewhere to move Rudnik but in this area, good luck finding anything. Let alone anything under $500/month. I’ve been so lucky to have Rudnik where he is now but even the cheapest place I could find will be double what I pay now and as of right now - thats not even an option. I don’t know what we’re going to do - I don’t know where Rudnik is going to go- of course we want to buy a place someday but again its not even an option right now. I’ve been in a constant state if anxiety and tears all day, trying to figure out what we’re going to do…but I honestly just dont know…

Replying to @Karin Henderson206 hands down the bromance of the decade ♥️ #bromance #horses #equestrian

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The manners on this boy - makes a mama proud 🥹♥️ #rudnik #gelding #blueroan #tricks #horsehacks #equestrian

It can be hard at times being so far from my family. Life gets so busy it seems time slips away and before you know it, its been 5 years since you’ve seen your dad 😢 they stayed to visit for 5 days and it was great to catch up after so long - hopefully someday I’ll finally be on my feet enough that we can afford to visit them more ♥️ #family #viral #rudnik #boost #horses

Replying to @Claire Atteberry Rudnik would NEVER with B on him 🥲 thats his precious cargo #bfgoals #rudnikandb #horses #horsesoftiktok #horsetok #funny #gelding #horsegirl

I mean how is this even the same horse though - he was his own shadow 😂 #illusion #transformation #rudnik #roan #horses #equine #viral