Ive poured blood sweat and tears into this mare, into building a relationship with her and earning her trust… and now shes giving me her all right back.
What better way to honor her and the person she was, than by having her favorite people here enjoying cake and remebering all the things we love about her. Watching her favorite little people run and laugh and play, her little brother and cousins. Emmri never dwelled on what she didn’t have. She always found the joy in things. She was always laughing and smiling and just loved life. I feel the best way we can honor her is to also find the joy in life, even in hard times. #grief #healing #specialneeds #specialneedsmom #positivity #joy #graditude #girlmom #parenting
Being the one who has to write the obituary. The speech. Plan the funeral, pick the pictures and songs. Make the decorations. This day is such a blur to me but I remember so vividly feeling like this can’t actually be real. It has to be a dream. So thankful for our family and friends who helped hold me together on the hardest day of my life thus far.
Yesterday was the 2 year anniversary since her passing. Days like these clips when all the kids are here laughing and smiling is when I feel her the most. She loved her little brother and cousins more than anything in this world, she was the proudest big sister and big cousin and beemed with joy watching them. Even at times when it seems like weve moved on from her passing, we havent. We never will. She will always have a hand and a seat in everything we do. #saveyouaseat #specialneeds #hospice #parenting #myangel
Ever seen a horse stop and back off just seat after only 3 rides? Because this little firecracker did. 9th ride in the books today! #reininghorse #wildhorse #mustangmakeover #coltstarting #horsetraining #horses