Replying to @AmnaAnsa Hussain Im going to be doing Q&As, so feel free to ask questions! I frequently think back to when I was sitting in a hospital bed, staring out the window, and running through all the different “what ifs.” What if there was a way to prevent this? But at some point I understood that I couldn’t change what happened. There was no way for me to go back and fix things. And that is when I realized I would be better off focusing on my future recovery, rather than grieving my past life. With that being said, my family and I are so unbelievably thankful for the support & words of encouragement you’ve all given us as we’ve tried to navigate through this rough patch 💕
Dont mind my messy room, my fam throws stuff in my room on holidays so we have more room in the kitchen for dinner & stuff 🥲 but my sister trying this is so funny #quadamputee #amputee #amputeelife
Ketamin* can cause some really powerful, terrifying hallucinations. My family and friends would visit and I literally thought it was a dream. Id look at my nurses with tears streaming down my face. And when I would see my necrotic arms I’d think to myself “well thats not good.” I’ll forever have flashbacks & PTSD from that coma. One day when I’m finally able to talk about it, I’ll try to make a video to help some of you guys understand some of went on in May-June of 2023..
These were my first steps after not being able to walk for 6 months 🥹 a memory we’ll never forget. This simple video really validated how much I’ve fought & how far I’ve come. (Even tho I had a very bad camera man- my 75 y/o grandmother 😂) #amputee #quadamputee #ecmosurvivor
For educational purposes❗️I’m SO sorry this took me so long to edit. Im embarrassed to say that it took me 6 hours (bc I use my nose and I want to include images for the non healthcare ppl). I can honestly say sharing this story is a big accomplishment for me. I actually was not planning on sharing my story yet, but I felt so bad leaving people wondering what happened. So, after 10 months I’ve finally started to work through this trauma and start raising awareness. 💕
Christmas gifts, birthday gifts, words of encouragement, cross-country roadtrips, a shoulder to cry on, etc. And what do I get in return? ✨Abandonment and lies✨ 🥰 I’m finally at a point where I’m realizing 1-2 real friends are better than 10 fake ones.