Showing this just for you guys to use this method whenever your panic attaking you. It works. But remember, lepas buat benda ni, kalau belum solat, terus solat. Sumpah chill. Mistakes I made : 1. Broke my own boundaries for someone who force me to break it. 2. Anxious attachment issues (where I am not before) 3. Too fast 4. Let people being Rude to me and I swallow it 5. Keep communicate even tho the other side lack of it. 6. Take all the blame. What I’ve learned : 1. LEARN HOW TO LOVE MYSELF FIRST AND NEVER BREAK MY OWN BOUNDARIES FOR SOMEONE WHO NOT SURE WHAT THEY WANT!
The most memorable Raya for me. Still Being able to hug them tight. Never in my life cry in front of em. But in the past month, both of em are there for me. Usually whenever I share my problem with them, the only thing they will do and say is “Jangan layan lah perasaan tu” But in a past month, they were with me when im at the lowest. Hug me tightly to calm me down. Hold my face and say “You are worth it. To both of us, you are my hero. You are not weak as what you thought.” They are one of the reason I managed to crawl again. In Shaa Allah, I’ll be able to stand and move forward again soon. They are the true love. Love that I was blind through out this time. May Allah S.W.T will always bless you both with million of love and happiness. Amin. Thanks Mom and Dad. Love you both. ✨Always✨