Ash Thomson

As the 4 year anniversary of Bobbi's death nears, I'm feeling so emotional. I still feel just as devastated, just as much pain and just as angry as I was the day you died. But, I don't feel as lost. When you left this world my purpose and my reason left too. You were the centre of my world for so long and then you were gone. Slowly, day by day, I found purpose and joy again. I believe you guided the way for me to find these both before and after you died. The hurt is just as big as the day you died, but I've built a life of happiness around the pain. So that every time I feel the pain of your absence, I am comforted by the warmth of the life you taught me to live. No matter how far apart our timelines become, you will always be a part of this family. We will speak your name and tell your story forever. We will love you for our whole lives and dedicate our lives to living twice as big for you. In the last 4 years I have felt more pain than some experience in a whole lifetime, but I've also experienced more joy than I ever imagined possible. I love you forever Bobbi girl 🩷

Poor Emma did not enjoy her sister having the spotlight 😅🫣 #funnytoddler #sisters #firstbirthday #2under2