I have never found it hard to post videos but this one is a first. I have been struggling massively with my skin recently and it has dulled me down into a person that i’m not sure I really recognise anymore. Even writing this I know that there are people who will say I am being dramatic but you really don’t know the negative comments your mind is capable of until you get to a point where you’re having to fight them. Writing poems is my creative outlet and I know that there are people who will relate to this and I have just a little bit of hope that this will make them feel slightly less alone. That is why I am posting this. I am by no means good at fighting my thoughts and nowhere near where I want to be mentally or physically right now. But that is fine and I will get there one day. I’m sorry for the lack of videos, I have been writing lots of poems but just need to be patient and wait until I have days where I can rustle up enough coruage to film and post, so please be patient with me. So much love, Sarah x