#sobrietyrocks #copd going to be extremely hard for me I’m gonna turn into a mega bishhhh I don’t know if I can do it but I’m gonna try. The doctor said it’s a must I stop smoking my COPD is getting extremely bad to where I’m gonna need a oxygen machine pretty soon if i dont stop and that’s one thing I do not want to do is walk around with an oxygen machine horrible
#sobrietyrocks my kids, think they are entitled to treat me like shhhh.. because of what I put them through when they were younger.. I got clean to be in my kids life not to get bashed and called names
#sobrietyrocks sorry I looked a mess its lazy day.. I live at evil dark life here in Hemet, California. When I used to be on drugs, I was hearing voices talking to myself. I absolutely was going crazy. I knew if I didn’t straighten up my life I was going to die here in a couple of months. I will be four years clean.
#sobrietyrocks lately I have been really going through it. Car got towed and impound phone bill. About to get turned off rent almost due. I don’t know how much more I can take. Life keeps throwing rocks at me.
#sobrietyrocks I am not the victim you are I understand this… I got clean to have you kids back in my life.. the things you do and say to me are so horrible. I can’t even post on the Internet. I stay clean and try to help with my grandson. Try to do everything by myself with no help and you guys treat me horrible.. like why do I even exist at this point
#sobrietyrocks #hemetca #promanegmeant and I know you watch my videos because you’ve told me yourself.. I’m documenting all these videos so you can’t say that I didn’t tell you to fix the stuff I need in my apartment that you will not fix