Aashima

To my Heavenly mom, The reality of your absence is something I struggle to accept every single day. like a nightmare I can't wake up from. The thought of you being gone is something my mind struggles to comprehend, and my heart refuses to accept. How could someone so full of life, so vibrant and loving, be taken from us so suddenly? Each day brings a mix of emotions—grief, longing, and a profound sense of emptiness that seems to linger no matter how much time passes. I find myself reaching for the phone to call you, only to remember that you're no longer there to answer. There are moments when the pain feels unbearable, when I ache for your presence so intensely that it feels like I can't go on. I may never fully understand why you were taken from us so soon, but I hold onto the hope that one day we'll be reunited. Mom, the pain of losing you will never fully heal, but neither will the love and memories we shared. I will carry you with me always, in my heart and in my soul, until we meet again in that heavenly embrace.

Only this time, mom was not there to drop me off at the airport ✈️❤️‍🩹

To my heavenly mom, A part of me still feels like you are going to come back to me 😢 I miss you ❤️

Maamu, A month without you. The darkest date of our life. I miss you more every single day. I have so many things to share with you and it breaks my heart to not hear your voice anymore. 💔

Mero maamu, hajurko dherai yaad aairacha. Hami sabai adhuro chau hajur bina 😢

धित मरुन्जेल हर्ने थिए तिमीलाइ त्यो नै अन्तिम भेट हो भन्ने थाहा भएको भए, आमा 💔🪽

I have my personal live spotify playlist 🎶❤️

Buwa, You are the strongest person. I wish I could freeze this moment and stay with you forever. I promise to make you happy and proud. I know, mom is watching over us and showering with all the love and blessings ❤️

The only closure I need in my life, “Why so soon?”

Healing. Grieving.

My healer 🌸 #upaharaashima

The way he always find a way to bring that happiness into my heart ❤️ Going through so much but his voice bring so much of calmness into my heart. ❤️‍🩹

Its Past midnight and I am sitting here in this couch listening to all these beautiful songs. Everytime I feel sad- he comes up with an idea to make me laugh, make stupid jokes and hug me at the end. Through this grief, I know how much baggage of pain I throw at him but he still hold me tight. ❤️ #upaharaashima

Sky looks more beautiful when you have family up there 🌸❤️

Mom, I will always keep you safe in my memories. I will always keep you alive 🌸❤️

New year isn’t “happy new year” anymore. 🪽❤️‍🩹